*Burps* Opps pardon me. m juz so full. mom diden cook but she bought ramly burgers. i diden wanna ate it. imagine me eating burgers everyday. Bluerghs~ don loike it no more. so i dragged my sis to bpp to do some window shopping. well nuthang much actualee.. still gonna get tt puma tshirt i had always wanted. *drooools* den headed down to grinridge banquet to get maself fishball noodleeeeeeeeeeeees... *slurrrps* yummay yummay... been sumtime i ate 'real' food. well... now im having stinging bumm.. my mom squuueezed my 2nd bisul. Ouch. haha but wut to do.. i wanna get rid of it fast. gonna ask her to squeeeze my last bisul. *sighs* record yea? 3 bisuls in a mth lolx. alrite i think i need to answer my nature calls... waiting for baby's call... missing him sooooooo much... Bonsoir, au revoir...

posted by B Junior @ 10:10:00 PM 
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Feeling jaded. Fatigue. Totally. *big sighs* Wat can i do? My work schedule is like all jumbled up and i can't say no when they want to extend my work hours or change my shift. they make me feel so feeble. But it's ok. m sure m gonna love the green chinks. Money Money Money, sounds so funny in a rich's man world..haha m feeling so perplexed why m not all constipated. i shud be sleeping i know. m working opening tomm. ARGHS! it throes me to realise i haf no life! My life is all about work work and more work. saddens me more to think tt i cun spend much with ma fam nor moi baby. Haizzz.. Guess it's moi fault. Shuden use the pone too much till my bill costed a bomb! Ok i shall put a full stop to all my ailments. shud be feeling gayous rite now coz met moi baby after work! he's sweet enuff to pick me up. luking as resplendent as ever. never failed to make me go ga-ga. haha baby dun kembang k.. but i haf to admit u really luk guwd juz now. So yea, had a great time talking in da bus. guez gotta flirt with moi bed now. Bonsoir, au revoir...

posted by B Junior @ 12:46:00 AM 
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Results out. Gd news? Bad news? i dunnoe. but m satisfied yet disappointment hits me abit. hope daddy is happy with moi results. ok here goes.

DIGITAL ELECTRONICS 5.00 C+
ELECTRONIC PRACTICAL SKILLS 2 2.00 C
SIGNALS AND NETWORKS 5.00 B
PROGRAMMING PRACTICE 2 4.00 A+
UNDERSTANDING WRITING FOR ACADEMIC APPL 2.00 B
CREATIVITY AND APPLIED THINKING SKILLS 2.00 B
IT APPLICATIONS 2.00 B
ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 2 5.00 C+

.. Ok but i dun quite understand the credits systems.. to all my friends.. congrats! We'll meet again next year. same place and yea same slacking system heh. Lolx. m missing u guys so much.. esp moi girlfren baizurah.. luv ha to da bits.. ok off fer now....

Bonsoir, Au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 3:25:00 AM 
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First and foremost, i want to congratulate maself for being able to walk from JURONG EAST mrt all da way to GOMBAK. so here goes......

M being the silliest of all, overshot my station and landed up at JE. and thanks to the stupid time, i cuden catch the last train bek to CCK. so, being the broke one, i decided to walk den take a cab. NOW m TIRED. owh not really, i wus kinda fun. i diden sweat tt much. and work wazen tiring at all today. yea, thank gd tt bisul of mine is getting better or elseee.... i will haf a hard time walking juz now...

So baby is having a great time with his gaymonks. they're celebrating abas's sooooo wayyyy belated bdae.. wtfish... hehe i tink i better get ma shower. i wanna feel refreshed and eat ma BURGERS. And ya, please guys dun buy the shreks pillows from BK. First, it's UGLY. Secondly, the colours combination just doesn't make sense. lolx. But i tink the donkey is cute...

Bonsoir, au revoir....

posted by B Junior @ 1:54:00 AM 
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Firstly i wud like to thank MR LUQMANHAKIM for covering my shift yesterday. m really sorry tt u had to miss ur chalet. owh wtfish yea, hehe i hope u ENJOYED work since thomas was the one who did closing *glees*. ok so yea juz got bek from pandan. stayed over my aunt's place for 2 days. well, despite of having to limp, my aunt forced me to take her little boy on a movie treat.so yea we watched shrek2 together with ren since she was oredy off duty. owh i miss tt gurlfrenn sooo much. oh yea, m working today n i feel soooo sleepy n tired. i juz need my rest. someone pleeease work for me again hehe. oooooo loook at the time. haf to get ready coz baby is sending me to work. Au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 10:47:00 AM 
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Today was terrible. Firstly, thank you all for the support hehe cam amik award. k my bisul has oredy burst. *claps* n guez wat, it literally burst ok. leaving a hole on ma leg. i guez my flesh were so infected that it wus all wrapped with i-only-know-its-kolled-nanah. yea n it luks terribly ugleeeeee yet funny. imagine a hole juz rite below ur butt. wished i cud take a pic of it. hehe once in a lifetime. ok bek to serious buisness. watever happen just now was really sick. i was so enraged and u left me fuming. and thus, all the things i shuden say were oredy said n done. m sorry darlx- u mean so much to me. but its sad to see tt we haf prob communicating. issit my work? yes indeed it is. but please honey, i need tt cash terribly. my bills are overflowing. why cun u simply understand? u dun haf to bring up everything else in da past when u're angry rite? *sighs* i feel so retarted now. i feel tt i haf the disability to think. call me sick or insane. m so lost now. wheres ma sense of direction? i dunch know either. sumtimes things juz wun go the way u want it to go and be wat u want it to be. i choose to live the hardway by working most of the time, but u choose to slacken. *sighs* m so sori m blogging this down baby. i know u hate it when i do so. everything seems to be contradicting and twisted. complications, complications, complications...

posted by B Junior @ 2:30:00 AM 
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weeee~ m gg down to help ma bro wash his bike.. bubbleeess pretty bubbless.. to ma beloved beau, m sori aite. i keep disappointing u day by day. but never doubt ma love for u. sometimes uve got to understand if i put my family first before u. prolly m deprived of siblinghood and this is the only time i can make up for the lost times. but watever it is, u're still special to me and the always haf a place in my heart.


posted by B Junior @ 12:34:00 AM 
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Shagged. Tts how ended ma day. woke up really early to visit the doctor. coz i tink my bisul is getting nowhere. n instead 2 more grew. one juz below ma butt and another one juz above ma knee. and all three grew on the same legs haha edeot. it affects ma hamstring and i had to limp while working. but it's fun though. i can haf the privillage to dilly dally and customers were so nice with me. they understood ma disability of assembling the order fast. hmmm ok nuff said bout it. OOo yea met ma beau after work. he's kind enuff to send me home coz m missing him so much. hope he'll haf a safe journey home. alrite, i'll stop here coz my bro is rushing me to finish this fast. Bonsoir, au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 12:11:00 AM 
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I did overtime again today. *sighs* nvm i bet my pay gonna be a boom! Nihoots, i tried to squuueeeeze tt bisul coz im getting tired of standing in the bus, but to no avail. instead it brings more pain. maybe becoz it's not ripe yet. prolly asking mummy to do it for me tomm. she's always been an expert in squeezing. tts why ma sis say it's not painful. owh drats- aunties keep lecturing me. they say dun sit on a hot seat, cause will haf bisul? huh? haha i duno if its true. i dun care. as long as im tired, i dun mind if the seat is hot or not. ok so where were i? owh yea ate at subway for dinner with moi baby. its yummaylicious. and wat else? owh went home straight after tt. tomm working 10 hours again. *another big sigh* with this bisul how can i walk thru n fro? hope kuan will let me work in da kitchen. it's much more relaxing i guez. ok gtg. hitting da bed early. bonsoir, au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 11:42:00 PM 
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Here i am. Blogging. While accompanying moi baby on the fone. He's on his way back home. So let's get to how my day is. First, it's ok. half tired and half standing the excrutiating pain. Sadly, i cun even pee coz i can't sit. so hook or crook, i haf to find a squatting cubicle. how tedious can tt be. *sighs* i dun find it a need to visit the doc. baby say i'll haf to wait for it to ripe before i can enjoy my time squeezing it. it gonna be some pain m sure. sickening. ok m jumbling up ma day. ok wat m i typing? i duno m crapping. m tired i guez. so so tired. dun mind me. off me now. Bonsoir, au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 1:18:00 AM 
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Today. Today. Today. Tired. Tired. Tired. And my leg is infected with pulse? however u spell it. bisul to wat some pple kol it. n i hurts so bad. i can't sit and i can't even lie down. sheesh- the pain is excrutiating. m like fidgeting in the bus and the person sat beside me got irritated. sori aite- it hurts so bad tt i cun help it. i tink becoz of this im having high fever. or maybe i've overworked myself. nemind abt tt, tomm daddykins bdae. got him famous amos cake. yummay- but sad thang i had to work. hope he liked his gift. i cun type much now. this pain is killing me. au revoir.

posted by B Junior @ 12:20:00 AM 
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Work was tiring. woke up real late but suprisingly i reached juz in tyme. hate it when i had to do opening. m like so sleepy- yea drank few cups of cappucino n it did cure fer a lil while den bek to the sleepy me. thank god had 2 hours break so i kill the time by sleeping in the store room. crowd sucks. it's sunday n it's damn damn bz. luqman was oredy pulling the long face, or issit crying? *grins* alrite hitting the bed early today since baby is out having dinner with his workmates. grrrrr- m so hungry. missing my bro dearly since he's bek in camp. *sighs* Bonsoir, au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 11:11:00 PM 
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Great m bek home. finalleee.. *phew* i shud be home earlier ok. thanks to the big crowd n the thomas juz pissed me off. i wus supposed to finish work at 8 and guessed wut? he dragged till 930. i was nearly tearing. ok m not tt gembeng, it's juz tt m realli tired so pls understand. futhermore, i haf to do opening tomm. sheeesh! how evil can these pple me. can still dilly dally- go toilet lah this lah that lah. m not depising them or anything. m juz angry but i still love all my colleages thou- they're fun bunch. yea n the moment i met moi baby, he gaf me tt black face. i knew he was angry. n immediately brokedown. tears of i dunno wat. apology? tiredness? stress? maybe all of above. *sighs* i shud not complain since i chose to work. so i got to face the hardships and hurdles. i need to clear all my bills. i never wan to trouble daddy. n daddy was very mad at me over sumting this morning. m realli sorry abt it. i kept abusing his trust. *slaps myself* m such a bad doter aite- i know i know. i will change for the better. it takes time. i hardly haf time for anyone these days. i dedicate too much time at work. next mth i will take lots and lots of offday. guez i wanna spend quality time with moi baby and ma family. hey i tink this entry is getting kinda long. Bonsoir, au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 11:58:00 PM 
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Ok credits to nosferatu for helping me edit the backgrd. i wus really keen on having converse shoe as my blog template. nwae, thousand apologies to moi baby coz i cuden chat wit u juz now. i was busy helping out my bro n his ex. im like stuck in the middle. i know i shuden intefere but both of them made me did. they pulled me into this. i hope u understand baby. i really hope. i want to be the bestest sister in the world. this is the time i should be close to my bro cuz i had never did. and i want to be the bestest in ur heart too. n i hope u willing to give me tt space. anihoots, im really tired. shud really go to sleep. nites to all... au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 1:37:00 AM 
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Ok juz got bek from jb with ma bro. haha funny thang happened again today. no more flying bra, this time ard, my saliva. haha i was toking to him n suddenly he speed, n my saliva went drooling and flying. gross heh~ lolx. now m so lazy to go to work. *sighs* can sumone pleeease werk for me. darn! m missing ma baby. hope he'll take care of himself during soccer layta! aites2- off fer now.. au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 2:20:00 PM 
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*sighs* work again.. no life..
posted by B Junior @ 1:00:00 PM 
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To those who had just tagged me and comment abt moi baby, thank you very much for dropping by and leaving ur sheits here. it wud be better if u reveal ur real name, even if u dun, i oredy know who. no dick morons. however moi baby looks like, i dun care cuz i love him for wat he is and wat he is NOT. blearghs~ unlike you brainless imbecile who go for looks- go and mirror urself first aite before lamenting anithing. m not angry or anithing but do respect the dead. my granpa is dead, let him die in peace please. kiddos.

posted by B Junior @ 11:38:00 PM 
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M realli tired. Just reached home. Wat a luck! Of all things i had to do today was to clean up the whole BK's aircon. gudness. nvm went home on a taxi! weee~ M so sorri baby. poor baby went down to my store to gif me a suprise fetch but in de end i had to ask him to go home since i had to do a long closing today. *sobs* hehe but he gaf me another suprise by waiting for me under my blk! *huggs* he owaez haf 1001 ways to make my day- lop him much2. ok gtg tomm werking mid shift. *sighs* werk werk werk. gimme a break!

posted by B Junior @ 1:35:00 AM 
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I just need to get this off my chest. to tt particular sumone. stay out of my life. m hepi, infact very happy with yan. he's the bestest i ever had. so please dun try to jeopardize this beautiful rship i've built. i've enuff of u. all those sweet nothings were BULLSHIT. geddit? anything tt cums out of yr mouth are just a load full of lies. yes, pple change but not YOU. you left me wounded and diden even care to look back n now u're coming back when yan have picked up those broken pieces? owh hell no u will get anything from me. not even sympathy. i juz find u as another imbecile idiot i know. m evil bitching about u here. think again, this is mine. i haf all rights wat to post. m saying goodbye to all those sweet memories. it just gives me more pain than ever. and for sure, this is the last goodbye..

posted by B Junior @ 2:54:00 AM 
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Owh great.. blogger seems so new. n m like so blur.. well, my weekends were fine. yesterday went to jb with my bro. tt arse rides his bike supa dupa fast. i felt like my bra were flying off.. :x ok i meant my helmet. sheesh~ diden went home. slept over at my aunt's place. i juz loike pandan gardens. it's so peaceful and it's damn cooling at nite. maybe coz her blk is juz beside a long stretch of longkang. lolx. alrite m crapping. tired i guez.. bonsoir, au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 9:32:00 PM 
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Ok first of all HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL. damn tt i cun spend it with my beloved mom. work as usual. been two days straight m working 10 solid hours. now m so so shagged. *sighs* wat's new? nuthing. pms. pms. pms. i know i shuden announce it online but juz a gentle reminder to all hehe. so u guys wun ticks me off. lolx- alrite. casualties for today is moi beloved iskandarian. m sori ok. pms. hehe i know u'll understand. u had always will. i wun haf to tell u, u'll oredy know it's the time of the mth. how toutful can u be hehe. alritos, m broke. daddy's bdae ard the corner. n shucks how? i diden even buy my mom anything for mothers day. i tink i buy her a small cake and a card. tt will do. it's the thoughts tt counts. nihoos, did closing with kelly. gosh- will she ever stop yacking? nags. nags. nags. *deaf* tt shud be it for today. my eyes cuden stay wide any longer. Bonsoir, au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 11:39:00 PM 
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Payday. Just the day m looking foward fer. dissapointment hits me coz my pay is like teeeny weeny. cpf is such a pain. taking away ma money juz like tt. nihooooots, tudae wus pure enjoyment fer me. since it's ma last paper- darl n i decided to have a special date. very special indeeed. bout so many things. hehe n yea my pay is finishing soon n m going bust. but i'll try to save tt 40 buckarooos bek. i wunden want to declare bankrupt lol. bein pauper aint nice heh- cun buy this cun buy tt. yada yada. orite i really need my sleep. it's like wut? more than 24 hours m awake. *yawns* Bonsoir, au revoir....

*Thanks for the von dutch tee.. watch... dinner... sbucks... n love bebeh... *

posted by B Junior @ 10:49:00 PM 
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I tried freakin hard searching for this music so tt i can put it up for my blog- but freakin powerwebmusic dozen offer this song.. so here goes the lyrics.. this one is for you baby...

Fenix Tx
All My Fault

I guess we've had our fun but it seems the fun is over now
And that's all right
It's all right
Time for me to move along and after all is said and done
I'll be all right
and it's all right

Tell me something that's sure to break my heart
'cause everything's my fault
And I know I deserve to be alone
'cause everything's my fault

Here we go again unsuccessful to make amends
and that's all right
and it's all right
I've tried as hard as I can
but I can't seem to understand
and it's all right
it's all right

Tell me something that's sure to break my heart
'cause everything's my fault
And I know I deserve to be alone
'cause everything's my fault

I guess it's over now your honesty has all run out
but that's all right
and it's all right
I just can't seem to see how the hell you can make believe
that it's all right
and it's all right

Tell me something that's sure to break my heart
'cause everything's my fault
And I know I deserve to be alone
'cause everything's my fault
everythings my fault
and everythings my fault

M realli sorry. it's ma fault. thou it's yours too! *hehe* but m sure we're gonna pull it together again..


posted by B Junior @ 2:02:00 AM 
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Dear god, why m i so naive? why do i feel the gem right before my eyes will not be around to shine on me animore? Sometimes i do feel life is like a ciggie. Once it's burning, you cun turn back the time. When the time is up, the remaining are just ashes of memories. memories which will just fly past you. sweet memories are still vivid thou the hurtful memories are rather hard to swallow. Wound can heal, but scars can never be amended.


He showed me that true love exists but he never taut me it hurts so bad.. ..


posted by B Junior @ 1:49:00 AM 
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ok m updating again. but this time im feeling rather constipated. *huffs & puffs* i feel such an angelic doter today. for the first time this year, i helped my mom mopped the whole house! *bows* big achievement yea? haha ok the real story was.. i was dumb. ok2 like usual i am. irritated, battling with the mosquito that bit me. i decided to fight for justice hehe *yea2* so i choose to spray insecticide but i cuden find any. so i sprayed repellent instead. guez wut? thanks to me myself and i, i've made my OWN bedroom floor all greasy. *slaps forehead* i decided to mop the floor n being dumb again, i filled the bucket with loads of soap and guez wat's next?... i had to mop the whole house! so i wuden waste the bucket of soap.. sheeesh! but it wus fun mopping with the music full blast since moi parents are out. after this i haf to iron my sis's skewl uniform... *sighs* when will i start my revision?...

posted by B Junior @ 8:35:00 PM 
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It's like wut? 2pm? well time kinda flys by fast these days heh. n guez wat? i've yet bathe! hehe *close nose* I woke up kinda late today. ard urm 12? yea. rolling on ma bed- kinda lazy to move ma ass to da toilet. maybe layta. so yea guez i'll be home all day today. bebeh is having his last paper today n me? *sighs* still yet studied for mine which is tomm. so both of us gonna get our pays. ok he oredy did, only me. *sulks* but aint worrying much, counting down to midnite coz ching a ring! my pay is in- n for those who's gonna ask me to treat ya all. DREAM ON OK- hehe ok maybe not this month coz i've got bills to settle. ma cellie bill hits a solid 400 buckaroos. where m i gonna dig those big slug sum? i dunno myself. gotta pay bit by bit hehe. alrite- hitting back to bed i guez. Au revoir..


posted by B Junior @ 2:07:00 PM 
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*THUMBS UP FOR AMERICAN IDOL*Today's show was vavavoooom. Superb. the contestants were juz talented. and of course, ryan seacrest was very cute. Dun u all agree?*winks* ok m sory bebeh, u're still the cutest to me.. alrytos 3 papers down, 1 more to go. m tired of exams but hey! luk on de brite side- it's barely 2 days and then i can declare myself HOLIDAYS! m waiting anxiously for tt dae. juz cun wait. but thinking again, i'll be busy working. *sighs* owh well, it's the same after all yea? *ponders*

posted by B Junior @ 11:10:00 PM 
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Ok m updating. My noon was simple yet great. Went out with the prince of moi life. Guez i shud haf a lil break from the strenuous studying. Had our lunch at mac's bp. Thanks dear for the treat. *burps* hehe- ok i guez i shud be hitting the books back. Bonsoir, au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 10:02:00 PM 
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M so into blogging. know y? coz my bro's back! yea miss him so much. he wus away in taiwan fer a mth. yea lucky him get to go brunei n taiwan. of coz not for holidays, he's serving his ns. finishing soon i guez. orite i'll toodle again layta.. wanna catch up the good ol times with him.. Au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 11:50:00 AM 
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Finaleee- Digital electonics is over. *phew* The paper was ok. i managed to do 90% of it. Thanking god fer helping me thru and a zillion thanks for my daddy's blessings and prayers. However, i screwed up on the theory part but its ok hehe. After the papers went to wezmall with ayie bai and ma dear. actualee i was curious over the incident tt happened yest - stabbing and slashing of throats.. eww gross~ but we found no stains when we reached there... awww~ roamed ard aimlessly den spent out time at e-zone. a cure for our stress maybe hehe. well it was kinda fun. been sumtime since i last played arcade. m all tired now. prolly do sum signal & network revision before i hit the bed. Bonsoir, au revoir..


posted by B Junior @ 11:20:00 PM 
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M back. Nyone miss me? ok2- i know. DREAM ON DAYAH! lolx. My trip? Lovely. We stayed over at D'NELAYAN RESORT. however the spelling is, m not so sure. ok i rank the sea 3/5 - the waves were perfect only it's dirty. the resort itself? 2 and a half / 5 - it was ok and all. much improvement can be done watsoeva. the group ? full marks! daddy frens were fun. 12 cars went n all of them were very sporting! thou i diden tok to any of their kids. i juz enjoyed the games, karaoke and the food, it was yummmm yummm!! ok2. shuden brag bout the trip too long coz it's never ending hehe. well one thing for sure, malacca dozen change abit since the last time i went there. the next trip im hoping for wud be PORT DICKSON. *sighs* shud be crawling to my books now. final revision before the papers. Bonsoir, au revoir..


posted by B Junior @ 12:22:00 AM 
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