Today was terrible. Firstly, thank you all for the support hehe cam amik award. k my bisul has oredy burst. *claps* n guez wat, it literally burst ok. leaving a hole on ma leg. i guez my flesh were so infected that it wus all wrapped with i-only-know-its-kolled-nanah. yea n it luks terribly ugleeeeee yet funny. imagine a hole juz rite below ur butt. wished i cud take a pic of it. hehe once in a lifetime. ok bek to serious buisness. watever happen just now was really sick. i was so enraged and u left me fuming. and thus, all the things i shuden say were oredy said n done. m sorry darlx- u mean so much to me. but its sad to see tt we haf prob communicating. issit my work? yes indeed it is. but please honey, i need tt cash terribly. my bills are overflowing. why cun u simply understand? u dun haf to bring up everything else in da past when u're angry rite? *sighs* i feel so retarted now. i feel tt i haf the disability to think. call me sick or insane. m so lost now. wheres ma sense of direction? i dunch know either. sumtimes things juz wun go the way u want it to go and be wat u want it to be. i choose to live the hardway by working most of the time, but u choose to slacken. *sighs* m so sori m blogging this down baby. i know u hate it when i do so. everything seems to be contradicting and twisted. complications, complications, complications...

posted by B Junior @ 2:30:00 AM