walking down the memory lane. .did you remember our first date? yes, the place rather was inappropriate, but do you recall how you plucked up the courage to ask me out for this date?
and when i said yes, what did you do?
admit it! you kissed your mobile. sweet :)
and we went out almost everyday after this date. but i thought, it's about time you popped the magic question.
so what did i do? one morning, i threatened not to speak to you again if you didn't meet me that very minute. (timecheck : 3AM) a ridiculous request, i agree. . i was suprised, you took my words for real and the next thing i knew, you were already under my void deck!
we spent our morning at 7-11 drinking BIG M. and headed to macdonalds for hot breakfast. but still. . you didn't pop the question!! that very afternoon we went out with usop for lunch before you head for work. and since i had no plans thereafter, i decided to send you to work.
well. . . it hit me! you asked me a question (in the bus!!) that i've been longing to hear. . "be mine." yes, im yours.
months became years, and we've decided to bring our relationship to the next level. we waited for your dad patiently to be back from Dubai. and he finally opened up his heart to get to know mine. 27th november. . a significant date, your parents called for an engagement, and my parents duty was to set a date. . we were kept in the dark till your parents left, and i have to admit, i wasn't ready. . but i was certain, that you'll be the one i'll spent the rest of my life with. .
we are just one step away. . to the big day. . the challenges & obstacles. . we've went through together. . with the help from our finest friends, el & niza. .
but the hurdles became harder to overcome. . and we were too comfortable with ourselves that we lost respect for one another. . we started to alienate one another. .
the time has come. . for us to stand up for ourselves, and stop depending on others. . i leave it to you to continue this journey for me. . as i've got lost along the way, and i need you to lead me. . to our road of recovery. .
this entry is not meant as a redemption of my wrong doings. . nor to retract the words that have been said. . it's just to bring you back to the beautiful moments that gave us a reason to stay strong day after day. .
time shall heal all wounds. . . .
posted by B Junior @ 2:45:00 PM
