.Jaded.
I will never forget this day. a friend whom i tout was a dear turns out to be a deer instead. *wtfish* ok ignore what i've just said. m thwarted.
fish! how cud i be soo stupid? not only i've let my beloved dad down. i've let myself down too! i feel like banging my head. reality check : lesson learnt. ok fine i've learnt my lesson. the hurting part was when i told her the problem was caused by her, she ignored me. can't be bothered. if i were cruel and heartless i wud've oredy swore rite at her face. i felt like breaking down but m still holding on. strong.
it's true when my dad used to tell me "smile and the world smile with you, cry and you'll cry alone."
she only came to me to share her hardship. she left me alone when i needed her so badly. im thankful that m still having compassionate friend - Siti Aishah. She was there for me to make me skip and smile. She understood how i felt. i heart her for that. to that someone, it's really ok with me if you want to pull me down. afterall, life's pretti unfair. it goes without saying-
too much of sulking ain't healthy. at least i had fun at work with aishah. i told her i missed her so much and she said m insane. fish her! *smiles* owh well, what a day.
Bonsoir, Au Revoir.
posted by B Junior @ 3:07:00 AM
