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27 February 2004 11:19:00 PM

Im backkkk... n it's a dread... so so tired~ dear's mom oredy offered me to sleep there... *sighs* i wish i could.. hehe but nvm.. hmm went home n sumtin weird happened.. my dad kissed me on my cheeks.. i was like mouth agaped... is tt a gd sign or a bad one? maybe he realised he had been so harsh n it's suprising he diden nag at me... *phew* hmm so yea today was a great one.. and to O level cert takers.. i hope u all did well, if diden, dun b disappointed cuz there's still room for improvement.. *sighs* suddenly i feel like retaking my O's...my results were so bleagh~ but it's da past aniwae.. DARN ghaf! dat cuzzie of mine is one smart brain ass.. hahahaha he slacked so much during his O's yet he passed with flying colours.. L1R5 14- L1R4- 11... woahhh!! *Saluteeees* Hmm i tink nuff said there.. he almost robbed me of my speech...

To My Dearest Iskandarian :

First of all i wanna wish u hepi 6 mth.. im really happy tt we haf gone this far through the bad and the gd times.. My life had never been better since u first came... it was like a dream come true.. U proved me wrong tt true love does exist.. Remember the time when i was drunk.. knowing the fact tt u dun haf any cab fare home, u still insist in sending me.. and u walked all the way from b panjang to jurong west non-stop for 2 hours... I was really2 touched.. no one had sacrificed this much for me.. The time when i was real mad at you, u sacrificed ur skewl money and took a cab here just to apologise... baby, u're the sweetest.. I admit tt there's so many hardships in this relationship but i had never regretted being with you.. infact, it was an honour..

But lately, this something has been bothering me.. im sorry if i have to bring up this matter though i know u wun like it.. It's ur friendship my dear.. your friendship is at stake.. n i realised it's because of me.. u spend most of ur freetime with me.. i dunno who to blame, and i guez no one is at fault.. ur life is so occupied.. u had to juggle btw work, studies, family, friends and me.. im realli sori baby if im juz another add on burden.. i know how hurt u feel when ur friend said u've changed. i can never blame you baby... but u haf to know this : i came to approach as someone who's trying to add shine to ur glowy life.. i know u're happy but i wanna make u feel happier than ever.. but i never meant to make u lose anyone.. i swear tt wasn't my intention.. i know u'll say its okay.. but it's not ok with me baby.. friendship is the most important in life.. friends are as valuable as ur family.. if they can't understand tt u're busy, make them understand.. dun leave it cliff-hanging.. u know him longer than you know me honey.. if u dun feel anithing abt that friendship rite now, try to think back the good old times.. u can still win it back.. and i promise u this, i will do anithing just to save ur friendship.. if to love is to sacrifice im willing to.. though it's really hard to swallow tt fact, but i can try..

I guez he's mistaken us baby.. he assumed u spend all ur time with me.. but if he look at it properly, u spend most of ur time at work.. infact, i only spend my time while u're sending me home from skewl, from there u'll b going work straight.. n i dun blame u baby, cuz u haf to support ur family.. im happy to see tt u're willing enuff to help ur family.. on top of tt, i cun spend most of my time with you too, i haf studies to take care of.. it's sad tt he cun understand tt baby.. but i dun blame him either.. cuz maybe he feels he's losing a best friend.. and i guez he's feeling the loss tts why he reacted tt way.. please baby, if u cun do it for me, do it for yourself.. save this friendship.. i know he's someone special in ur life too.. i hope u take all this positively.. the reason i do this is because i really love you and want the best for you.. *huggs* No matter what happens, u know i'll be by your side.. You know i care.. *smiles*


Bonsoir.. au revoir..

posted by B Junior @ 11:19:00 PM 


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