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B Junior

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nur hidayah
21st june 1986
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29 July 2008 2:45:00 PM

walking down the memory lane. .


did you remember our first date? yes, the place rather was inappropriate, but do you recall how you plucked up the courage to ask me out for this date?


and when i said yes, what did you do?
admit it! you kissed your mobile. sweet :)


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and we went out almost everyday after this date. but i thought, it's about time you popped the magic question.

so what did i do? one morning, i threatened not to speak to you again if you didn't meet me that very minute. (timecheck : 3AM) a ridiculous request, i agree. . i was suprised, you took my words for real and the next thing i knew, you were already under my void deck!

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we spent our morning at 7-11 drinking BIG M. and headed to macdonalds for hot breakfast. but still. . you didn't pop the question!! that very afternoon we went out with usop for lunch before you head for work. and since i had no plans thereafter, i decided to send you to work.

well. . . it hit me! you asked me a question (in the bus!!) that i've been longing to hear. . "be mine." yes, im yours.

months became years, and we've decided to bring our relationship to the next level. we waited for your dad patiently to be back from Dubai. and he finally opened up his heart to get to know mine. 27th november. . a significant date, your parents called for an engagement, and my parents duty was to set a date. . we were kept in the dark till your parents left, and i have to admit, i wasn't ready. . but i was certain, that you'll be the one i'll spent the rest of my life with. .

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we are just one step away. . to the big day. . the challenges & obstacles. . we've went through together. . with the help from our finest friends, el & niza. .

but the hurdles became harder to overcome. . and we were too comfortable with ourselves that we lost respect for one another. . we started to alienate one another. .

the time has come. . for us to stand up for ourselves, and stop depending on others. . i leave it to you to continue this journey for me. . as i've got lost along the way, and i need you to lead me. . to our road of recovery. .

this entry is not meant as a redemption of my wrong doings. . nor to retract the words that have been said. . it's just to bring you back to the beautiful moments that gave us a reason to stay strong day after day. .

time shall heal all wounds. . . .


posted by B Junior @ 2:45:00 PM 
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10:42:00 AM

so yes, he's at the winning line now.

well, im about to lose someone who i always thought would be my bestest friend. who will share my highlights and dimlights of my life.

thanks to me; for putting myself in a fix. but it's either now, or never.

hands down to you bitch. u've got what you always wanted. well, you've got the winning fame whilst i take the full blame. fuck the wedding bells bitch, you've just destroyed my dreams.

im sorry im not humane. i forgive but i shall never forget. i know this isn't how it should end, but not all fairytale has a happy ending. every great moments have to come to an end.

fin.

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28 July 2008 1:14:00 AM

i hope she's worth it.

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23 July 2008 6:02:00 PM

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TEUKU WISNU, I LOVE YOU!
i want him can!!?

i have never been obsessed with an artiste before, but he takes the cake!
anybody who can give me his number, will be rewarded Rp1,000,000 :)


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14 July 2008 7:00:00 PM

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

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07 July 2008 10:20:00 AM

IM ADDICTED TO KARAOKE.
eventhough bf thinks i sounded like a toad.

I DON'T CARE.
he's just tone deaf!

el&niza; bile nak pegik lagi!? and please eh el, if we go again this time. . please blardy sing lah!

oh anw, my baby will be due real soon. . im so dead excited. . me and bf still figuring out good names. want play guess? (: i have couple on mind!

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