something so right can turned out to be so wrong.
posted by B Junior @ 1:56:00 AM
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fazli menambun.the boy who never fails to make me smile. words cant describe why i love him but picture definitely paints a thousand reason.
i don't know why im doing this entry but he deserves it. i've been in couple of failed relationships but trust me, this is different. he's the first boy who i think of at the start & end of the day.
yes, we quarell, which couples don't, right? but that doesn't mean we're not happy. some fights are healthy, but too many is dangerous.
he don't buy me gifts nor shower me with suprises, but still im content. cause this boy is responsible for so many good things. because of him my relationship with my parents improve, he taught me to put family first before everything. he made me stop my crazy habit: clubbing. NONE of my boyfriend can help me with that issue. oh don't blame them, im just stubborn. but he has that capability. (el pls agree with me on this)
most of all he gave me something that none of them could, time. yes. i didn't know i needed that so bad. he gave me time to change, an apportunity to make things right. he didn't force me to change for the good, but he made me believe that i could.
well, the boy has his own flaws too, and i complained bout it all the time (to albarakah&niza). i guess his imperfections just makes him perfect. to err is just human, and to forgive is humane.
and there's one person i would really have to thank, my bestfriend, eL. if not for you, our path wouldn't have crossed, and i wouldn't have enjoyed these wonderful moments. looking foward to many more... :)
posted by B Junior @ 6:19:00 AM
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i took 5 days off from work randomly just to put myself together. well, don't get me wrong, im perfectly fine. it's just that work has made me so uptight that i don't know when to snap out of it. and taking leave is the best solution i guess.
no, i was not out of town. most of my colleague assumed i was going somewhere. shame on them! how could they fergot that this is the fasting month, where can i possibly go right? (well, geylang is totally out of the way. read: crowd)
i know this whole entry is deadly boring, but hey! spare me some credit for trying to update kay :)
my first day was well... the "sleeping" day. i had to recharge myself before hitting anywhere for the upcoming four days. i shan't say i wasted one day, cause sleeping is one of the things i enjoy doing! well, ask my mum, she knows what i do best at home.
i didn't do much for the rest of the days actually. a date with fazli menambun, watch re-runs, online movies, sleep & *sigh... sleep again. rather disappointing, isn't it? to be really honest, i wish i could do lots more besides all of the above, but the thing is, im broke. yes. b-r-o-k-e.
i should have chose the right dates to go on leave, but as i mentioned, it was rather on an impulse kinda-thing. so yes, i have to return for work tomorrow. suprising as it is, i kinda miss my job. i miss having to lambaste whatsnot after every call, i miss having to sneak out for small breaks when the boss is not around and definitely, i miss my colleagues.
i guess, i do love my job afterall :)
fin.
posted by B Junior @ 2:58:00 AM
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