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B Junior

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nur hidayah
21st june 1986
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27 June 2007 4:56:00 PM




im tired. period.


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22 June 2007 12:52:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
i feel old already!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
sweetheart, you're old too!


thank you all so much!
for the best wishes :)
i so needed that!


cheers!


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18 June 2007 4:06:00 AM

good morning earthlings.
fresh new week, brand new day.
how nice.

in 3 days time, it's going to be my big day.
bad timing, cause m totally broke.
this shouldnt be the case as it marks the end of my youth.
i should be planning something!
how absurd.

i've been flirting too much with my bed till he was so pissed with me. like what? it's not a big deal that i din go out with you this weekend. m so deprived of sleep that i've been getting excruciating headaches and fugly breakouts.

much thanks to my colleague who honored his promise. we watched surf up together prior to my upcoming birthday. he paid for the movies & treats, then his gf suggested that we hanged out at coffee club at rendezvous. nice ambience.

and yes, m still in agony.

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16 June 2007 5:11:00 PM

i had a weird dream of him last night.
and this afternoon i was awoken by his call.

so much for thinking dreams are just devil's play.
or indeed it is?

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15 June 2007 10:31:00 AM

you flew me to the moon;
and left me stranded there-
that's not what i wanted initially.

one word to describe the state m in now :
"ARGH"

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13 June 2007 11:29:00 PM

i hate today.
fcut.
aside to the beautiful gift,
you just know how to make me feel like shit.

it's karma.
thanks.

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2:02:00 AM

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why does it always have to hurt when you're doing the right thing?
sometimes i feel that im cheating myself, forever in denial. like they say, you can run but you can't hide(from your feelings). at the end of the day, when im alone, i lay out my cards for myself to contemplate. so near yet so far. damn.

i think the problems lies within me, egocentrism. let's just say it's hard to let go, i know i can do it. it's just a matter of time. nevermind if you don't understand. perhaps, if i give you an analogy, you would. http://www.thewestcoast.net/bobsnook/stg/tp/promise.htm

reading that article, makes me come to a conclusion that it's ok to be hurt because you know you're doing the right thing.

like finally, everything starts to make sense now. i learn to understand the hidden agendas.

well, till then
bonsoir,
au revoir.

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09 June 2007 9:58:00 AM

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my oxygen.
my poison & cure.

Fill my life with song
And let me sing forevermore
You are all I hope for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love you
(READ: the bronze ring from citigems)

you know what i mean honey. :)

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06 June 2007 3:38:00 AM

the boy got me a gift. one gift that kept me thinking the whole night.

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MY FIRST HEELS.

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how the hell am i supposed to walk in that pair of shoe? even when im wearing flats, i will fall. trust me people, i am that clumsy. urgh. please don't laugh if you see me wobbling. just look down and understand why. ok lets move on-

we had heavy brunch at sakura capitol. no i didn't enjoy the food. it was not fantastic. later on we went loitering around citylink. GSS robbed me of my money. i bought 4 tanks top for only 30 bucks! so honey, don't be mad at me, it's value for money! afterall you've got your share too okay :) but nothing beats having exquisite dinner at Max Brenner Chocolate Bar. two chocolate servings equals to orgasmic experience.

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so what do you say honey? shall we put on our best shoes and race to the stores that has the bestestestest deals again!?

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02 June 2007 7:00:00 PM

life is definitely simpler if it's just you&me.
you've been my bestfriend&boyfriend at the same time.
thanks.

we're one today honey.
happy anniversary :)

posted by B Junior @ 7:00:00 PM 
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