let me tell you something people..
im BORED!
like
to DEATH?

it's raining donkeys & monkeys here.
so YOU tell me, what can i do to kill the time.
working by the beach means:
the sand, the sun & the sea.
so please, mr golden sun, pleaseeee shine down on me.
posted by B Junior @ 2:51:00 PM 
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so, i've picked myself up well these few days..
my days in sentosa are numbered you see, so m utilizing most of my time here spending my last few days with some of the great people i worked with for the past 10 mths..

anyway, sQ is taking so long to call me. i just feel like giving up and look for another job. it's like the transition is killing me. i wouldn't want to hope so much for it cause afterall im desperate to look for a stable job. as in a job that can help me earn a decent living... not that sQ is indecorous.. you get where im coming from? oh nvm.. it's just me i guess.. impatient. i don't quite fancy with the saying patience is virtue. heh.

oh since im super free next week, im going to plan carefully how m gonna spend my time at home. you know, make myself feel wanted. ok, don't laugh. i have that habit of slogging at home and do nothing. that's so norm. but things have to change now. i don't want to have that 'neither here nor there' kind of feeling. cause i know, i'll be crying to go out and that means money. i don't want to spend like a crazy bitch. i've ald did that last month...

so my dearest pals, pleaseee tell me what i can do. or, maybe anyone of you out there wanna bring me out for a date. no? really? so i guess i have to think of something to do after all..

au revoir.
posted by B Junior @ 9:52:00 AM 
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i've been reserved these days. i thought i needed it. many things happened for many reasons.
i tried to contemplate but still m uncertain of so many things. i wish i can have all the answers to all the questions....

i think m starting to miss him, but i can't afford to take any chances anymore, this heart has been broken too many times before...

he took too long to change till i have nothing left to offer. im sorry if im being mean but to think bout it, ignorance is bliss.. what we shared was really special.. and i love you still....

"ku berjalan
berjalan memutar waktu
berharap temukan sisa hati mu
mengertilahku ingin kau begitu
mengerti, kau didalam hatiku

tak bisakah kau menungguku
hingga nanti tetap menunggu
tak bisakah kau menuntuku
menemani dalam hidupku"
posted by B Junior @ 5:14:00 PM 
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ok kepala makcik pening.
im having flu bacteria all over.
need to get well soon;
weekends coming!!

wohoooooo :)
posted by B Junior @ 1:34:00 PM 
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oh dear.
don't tell me tomm is National Day.
arghs! and i painstakingly agreed to work.
i didn't realise it till this morning.
silly me!

ive been planning to watch fireworks,
but i guess i just have to forget about it.
neverless, Happy Birthday Singapore!
im patriotic ok!
i've always enjoyed watching the parades;
but this year no lobang. so no tickets.

iloveiloveilove girlfriends.
imissimissimiss them alot.
till then..
au revoir.
posted by B Junior @ 12:49:00 PM 
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