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B Junior

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nur hidayah
21st june 1986
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NUMERO UNO

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"These are her random thoughts. Should anyone finds her entries offending or harmful, please close your eyes and stop reading you goof! :)"

JUKEBOX

KERI HILSON

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31 March 2005 10:02:00 PM

.boldy-locks and the three bears.

let's not talk about the papers okay. i had enuff nightmares. *sobs* m really hoping that i could at least scrape thru this semester.

you know what? i think the blardy paper robbed me of my speech. so let me just share a few snapshots we had to have our mind off the horrible paper.


i loike! freeloading katerkan*slurps*
sedap semua?
sedappp puan.... freeee! :)
special thanks to mr nazzy for the free drinks.

we almost died of boredm. and somehow this harmful disease had caused much brain problem to our dear friend. tsk tsk.. turned him into one spastic monkey. really!







"ok it's pretty obsence and vulgar.
don't worry, it's only whipped potato.*winks*
mr chopra, will you please cure this monkey?"

hilarious ain't it? :)
i had lots of fun and m feeling so much better now. thanks girlfriends for spending your precious time with me. lop sama you all.

from all the jolly moments together, what have we become?



"a bunch of happy people that is!"

good day everyone!
Bonsoir. Au revoir.

yang turut menjayakan hari ini:
-mr bomba
-nazzy
-ismael
-boy (bukan nama sebenar)

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12:08:00 AM

great. it almost slipped my mind tt ive got dad papers tomorrow.
but thankfully, mr bomba reminded and pester me to get going. get my rusty brains refreshed. and my butt refused to budge a little. m too tired. exams are like so way back of my head. i choose to forget them. m not ready. not at all.

my brains are preoccupied with too many junks. can somone help me flush them out?
been feeling so edgy these days.
my mind feel like bursting in any second. with God knows what. bluergh.
tension. pressure. fatigue. jaded.

pills are just liars. m still feeling the agony.
no pain no gain. bullshit. not all pain is gain.

-wake up. m gonna miss the pretty morning.

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30 March 2005 2:01:00 AM

i will survive.

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29 March 2005 3:59:00 AM

The case of me, your ex.

you think you know me that well?
i don't think so.
so stop judging or stereotyping me.
if you're one of a hella big contradictor or manipulator.
pls stay away from me.
cos i'm the girl he warned about.

And you, yes you.
m not being denial nor disavowable.
i admit m at fault.
and so are you.
so stop turning the table at me and swallow your ego.
face the blardy damn music.
painting my life black and white will not do you good.

if to think that bumping into me or seeing me happy
is so heart-wrecking,
i suggest you stop praying for retribution
and pray that i'll drop dead infront of you.
and please,
lamenting nasty remarks about me will never budge me a little.

god bless you.
and don't worry,
you'll get a one-way ticket to heaven.
coz like you've emphasized;
m the fibber.
you're the victim.
thank you very much for your time.

maybe the purpose of my life is to serve as a warning to others.

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23 March 2005 2:12:00 PM

.Beach Bummers Day Out.

Seeing nurul blogging abt yesterday, i can't help but to blog too.

Yesterday was simply awesome.

It's been sucha long time i head for the beach. i wasn't quite excited at first cause prolly i was too tired and lazy. futhermore, had to wake up real early. but as we were getting nearer to the beach, i just couldn't wait to get wet. *heavennnnn-

and you know wat? at one point of time, i had an eeeeuuuwwww experience. when i was lying on the plank with the ladies, we saw a dozen school of fishes swimming around the plank. how gross can that be? imagine you swimming together with the small fishes. but after sometime, i manage to pluck my courage and swim again. who wanna be stranded in the middle of the sea right? it was scorching hot, i diden wanna get tanned nor burn.

but sadly, m having slight burns on my body. bluergh- fugly tan. it's okay- wat matter most was, we had soopa doopa time at sentosa. swimming. picture takings. lazing. sleeping. just lovee yesterday.

nurul & lisa : we shall hit the beach again kaes? prolly after exams.

ive gtg. i'll upload the pics later on. no time bebey.
Bonsoir.

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20 March 2005 10:52:00 PM

Sometimes...
i wish you could somehow understand
how it really feels to be in my shoe.
it's not hard you know,
but i guess you wouldn't want to.

Sometimes...
it's hard for me to understand
that things happen for a reason.
cause' maybe everything went too fast
and m just too slow.
i just couldn't comprehend-
no matter how hard i try.

Sometimes...
i feel i can play the time machine.
wind back to my younger days-
but-
it's so wrong to do that
cause' if it's not for my past,
i wouldn't appreciate the future;
i'm not what i am today.

Sometimes...
you'll get angry over my augury
but i just can't help
looking towards the blurring future.
don't blame me baby,
"everything happens for a reason"

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19 March 2005 4:16:00 PM

.Sunny Day.

gudness... it's been pretty humid for the past days, isn't it? I've been perspiring like hell and been having constant headaches. and i can't afford to fall sick between these days. exams are inches away and i've yet get my engines started. still rusty as ever. lazyness is so pure within me. but! i can smell the aura of holiday's menace ald. i think m gonna work my ass off and relax myself with retail therapy in may. i loike!

anyway, m so broke. everything i came across upon is for see only. no touch no buy. no money no talk. bluek- hate this kind of feeling. but on the other hand, being broke is gud. means no fags for me and with that, i can stop smoking! weee- i loike!

oklah. i've gtg. work work work. blearghs.
Adieu.

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18 March 2005 10:40:00 AM

.Obsessions. Addictions. Satisfaction.

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"thank you for jahit-ing my doraemon nenek! i lops u alot alot.."

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"i love this girl to the bits."

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15 March 2005 2:20:00 AM

I'm drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I did not mean to lead you on
And it's all right to pretend
That we still talk
It's just for show, isn't it
It's my fault that it fell apart

Just maybe
You need this
And I didn't mean to
Lead you on

You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There's no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you

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11 March 2005 10:13:00 AM

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*something to ponder on each and every day.

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09 March 2005 6:32:00 PM

m so depressed. my pay is almost gone. gosh. and m regretting for doing this stupid curls on my hair. it's fugly. yes. totally. there goes my 50 buckaroos. that cash could save for my date with renny. i wanted to shop. but m like totally out of my budget sey.

orang mentel camni lah. haha- bende bukan2 semua beli, yg perlu tak beli. ok kenape bahasa melayu ni? kelakar sey.

renn n yann, i promise you girls tt ice cream will come next month kae- i'll bring you two out for a triple date =) swensens here we come. for the time being, let us just sit back and drool. *yummay

and ms tanktop at topshop, please wait for my next pay. i'll bring you home baby. ms pants at where ever you are, please wait for me too. m gonna getcha as soon as the money drops from the blue sky. mr converse, you make me cry for you everynite, you know. daddy wun let me buy any new shoes unless m an octopus, he said.

oooooo- everything went so wrong but feels so right. terrible terrible month. can march please fly away fast. i want my holidays. i wanna work my ass off and pamper myself so much with i dunno wat. i just need a break from those blardy books. they drive me nuts. bluek.

ok thank you very much for your time. it's time for my evening nap. see you later alligator.
Bonsoir.

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07 March 2005 11:11:00 PM

poke my eyes and make me blind.

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04 March 2005 12:53:00 AM

Mr golden sun, please shine down on me.

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01 March 2005 9:35:00 PM

.Projects..projects...projects.

Who would have taught poly life was this tedious right? gosh. m like so exhausted with the piling assignments and projects. *endureeeee*

Not more than a month, it's gona be my final papers. and i can kiss my books goodbye. next semester gonna be my final year in schoool. great. time flies so fast when u're having fun. so basically, my life revolves around my girlfriends this few months. i so love them.

and i can't wait for my date with renn next coming saturday. i miss you so much darling. ok we sounds like lesbos. we're not ok. she's just someone i dear so much. she was there for me 4 years back and she's still here for me today. it's amazing how we cud clique and stay close eventhou we barely meet. muahs!

i think i should take my leave now. gonna start doing my final reports. ok notice there's an 's' along with the report. yep yep. i have to do 3 frigging reports. gawd save me! what did i do to deserve this. bluerghs.

enjoy the pictures k.
Bonsoir. Au revoir.




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