22 January 2005 1:54:00 AM
.these were the times.
"all good things must come to an end."
Bonsoir.
Au Revoir.
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19 January 2005 2:05:00 PM
.I loike moi girl.
Finally, i had a date with rennn yesterday. yes. just the two of us. it was sopa fun. i was supposed to get myself a top but instead we idle away by trying on stupid stuffs- lolx. we look adorable when we tried on the bizarre hats, diden we rennn? ho ho ho. tak tau malu sak dayah. k stop it. *smiles*
we continued our day with a game of pool. yesterday was like our so mentel day. we laugh like the world was ours. heh. we always do tt. i just love renn to da bits. we could talk the whole day about nothing. but sadly, we diden took any neoprints. shits. that was like our favourite routine.
and we ended our day with ice chocolate and cheeeeeeese cake. yummays. awww- the goood things will always end fast. nevermind... we'll meet again k ren! muahs.
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17 January 2005 9:50:00 PM
.fatigue.
m full of agony today. dunch ask me why. ive yet haf the answer. i feel so dull. sumting is bothering me but i dunch know what it is. i dun even feel like talking. dad asked me so many things and i answered him with one or two words.
Ayah : apasal ngan kau dik? ayah tgk kau semacam jer...
Me: (Smile) mane ade tak betol.. takde papelah...
tt was a total lie. there is sumting bothering. there is alot of things bothering. maybe my heart dunch wish to breathe about it. i rather stay numb. i really feel like breaking down for no reason. *sighs*
forget about it. m getting no where. let's talk about yesterday. work was supa fun. i really enjoyed myself. and i did a dirty trick on luqman. forgive me ya bro. ho ho ho. i wun talk about it but i shall just end my entry with this particular pic. if you're bright enuff, u'll be able to figure out wat i did to him. heh.
Bonsoir.
Au revoir.
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14 January 2005 1:59:00 AM
.i detest Ngee Ann, Ngee Ann detest me.
So, my dearest bloggers. do congratulate me for getting warning letters sent to my place. this is why i loathe school so much.
Ok, tell me sumthing i dunch know. i skip lessons . yes. i admit. but that doesn't mean im stupid. no i'm not. i'm just lazy. and tired of course. but hey! look on the brighter side, i do get my assignments done on time. what else does this school wants from me?!
Be in my shoes man. i'm working my ass off and schooling at the same time. and they bloody think it's easy. well if it is, i'll prolly be the top student by now. everytime after work, i have to dread the books im gonna read before i sleep. and worst, i hardly get to sleep.
Assingments are piling like mount everest. lecturers are nagging like an old radio. and my dad doesn't understand it at all. it's not as if i choose to be like this. oh yah. i did choose to go this way. just to help him out a little with the finance. but he doesn't understand. not at all.
you know, it's tiring enuff that im juggling between two things. please dun add to my misery by yacking all the way when im at home. or worst still, call me when im outside. *sighs* this is what i call life. Unfair.
if i had the chance to, i'll be quitting school. but look how far i've gone. i'm only inches away to the finishes line. spare me will you? let me go thru this staircase of hell in peace. i'll prove to you i'll make it. i will. and i bet you won't believe it. shucks. shoot me if you don't.
Au revoir.
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10 January 2005 2:38:00 AM
.Just me myself and i.
So i did sumthing new just now. i did my shopping and watched a movie ALONE. yes alone. all by myself. No it's not fun at all. coz i was expecting a company but instead i got a big disappointment by that someone. it's ok. i had my mp3 to accompany me.
however, i entertained myself by sleeping in the cinema. how nice. the only thing i bought for myself today is a pair of AAA battery for my mp3. yes yes. just that. nothing caught my eye. *sobs* i was realli looking foward to bring home tons of paperbags.
got bored so i went back to my workplace after the show. went dinner with my fellow bkrians. sat like apeks and nyonyas. ho ho ho. and here i am now. Home sweet home. i miss my bed so much.
pretty lame entry isn't it? yes indeed.
Bonsoir Mates. Au Revoir.
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08 January 2005 1:18:00 AM
gawd. wat was i thinking.
all those lambasting curses and ignorance.
i hate myself.
he was the one. he is the one.
he's always the one.
the one whom will stand by me when i fall.
the one whom will bring me to the moon if he could.
the one whom will love me even if im in the meanest mood.
he's my everything.
he picked up the broken pieces of my heart.
he bleeds while fixing those pieces together.
he waited. he endured.
"it hurts" he told me.
yet he could still smile.
that's why i heart him.
he played daniel beddingfield's over and over again.
it got me all teary.
i could feel his sincerity.
slap me will you?
for being so stupid.
for being so blind.
how could i not see it with my naked eye.
he was one of a kind.
i knew he wouldn't break my heart.
i knew he would sacrifice everything for me.
hold my hand honey.
let's leave this rocky boat of ours.
and swim through the tempestuous sea together.
i love you.
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03 January 2005 1:37:00 AM
.Yummaylicious.
I am now enjoying my very own mee goreng. yes- i cooked it ALONE just now. Actualee, it was by mistake i fried mee goreng. i was supposed to prepare myself erm telur kicap the one eat with roti. but stupid me didn't realise there's no more kicap. *slaps myself*
I was ald starving by then and i really diden know what to do with the telor goreng. so i searched for instant mee goreng. wait! dun assume yet. i didn't actualeee prepare myself instant noodles!! sumpah lah. i can cook you know *sobs*
i took the maggie out and throw away the err remaining sachets. dunno what it's called. I throw the rebus-ed maggie into the wok and start cooking- weeee! special thanks to kimball chilli & tomato ketchup. i poured them into the wok cause i really dunnow what to do with the maggie. then i look around what else i can pour in. i saw mr pepper- so, in you go mister. den i mix them all together with the telur. voila!
eventualee, i was petrified to taste it cause it's horrid. haha yes my cooking looks horrid. but i had to dare myself. afterall, im the one who cooked it. i'm amazed it's edible and has this erm sweet & sour fish taste. hey hey hey dun luff kae- at least it's edible and swallow-able.
Lesson learnt : have and adult to assist me while i cook.
Bonsoir. Au Revoir.
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02 January 2005 1:27:00 AM
i'm always the bad one right? i'm the one who've changed. wait a minute- stop this very second- have you ever thought how i'm feeling. have you ever ask me whether im lonely? no. never. why? because you're happily off with your friends. and when i'm just out there trying to have as much fun with my friends, you stopped me. raging and turning the table to me. and it always end up that i'm the guilty one. you blame my friends for my changes. oh stop it. i've had enuff. open your eyes WIDE mister. im like this because of YOU.
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01 January 2005 3:35:00 PM
*Happy New Year!*
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